Motivation

Ah, Where is motivation when you really need it? I never understand why i shut down at times when i need it most. Sometimes i think to myself, am i really cut out for this? Subjects im studying at the moment arn't much help! I used to be more enthusiastic about my work and studying in year 12- I think that was due to the fact that if i didnt get the Uai to get into university i would dread doing pathways. Maybe i need a motivation, a thought of something bad happening, to really boost me up! Until then- of to bed :)